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elsalam 3laikom wra7mat allah wbarakateh.

everypersons mood changes from time to time. my mood can be changed so easily .. except when my mood is about death, fearing death no one can change it except another day i mean when i sleep the next day comes then my mood changes. mostly this mood comes to me at night i start fearing death. ams yzaha alla 5air widad lootah gave us a lecture fel mseed ely 3nd baitna. i really really liked it. she told us the story of thawban ra'6iya allahu 3anh + 3alamah men 3alamat yoom el8iyamah el9o'3ra enah there will be Jahel. she told us enah al7een etshofoon wa7ed ma5eth majestair o che metfawe8 fel major eli ho feeh laken when u come and ask him an easy question like 3adedly asma2 zawjat elrasool he wont know. he is metfawe8 fe dinyah laken have he thought of etfa8ehing in his religion. iam not saying he shouldnt be etfawe8ing in his major no but at least he should know enough about his religion. poeple these days nader accept the a7kam of their religion Rarly .. when u tell them a'3ani 7aram they say sho eldaleel hatha 9a7ee7 or mb 9a7ee7 o la fe 3olama2 25telfo o madre sho they give u million 3ether 3shan not to accept it. cuz they dont want to laken when u tell them u know enah an apple a day keeps the doctor away y3ni el apple wayed mofeed o 9e7i oooh really they beleive it 3ala 6ool they wont go tell u who told u mno gal sho darach? yebeeli elsite ely ybteeh el m3loomah or elktab? will they? and she also told us the story of some poeple who talk about others, '3ayba o nameema. about this subject i would recommend that u should get this tape mal m7amad el 3eraify (8i9at Sajeen) its about '3eeba and nameema.

i day dream alot 5a9atan when iam studying wayed asra7 aseer fe 3alam thani 3alam of my own thoughts. i imagine things that didnt happen or i start remembering things of old days. i dream alot. sometimes when i share my thoughts with my cousins eygolooli enty wayed tet5ayelain. i enjoy et5ayeling it doesnt make me feel bored.